I know last night was hard for you baby. I know mommy wasn't there, but the people surrounding you wanted to help you more than I could. I know you were confused and wondered why I had to leave, but trust me I didn't want to, but that's why I prayed and talked to you all night as if you were here. I know you wanted to just come home and cuddle and kiss my nose like you do every night, but it's all going to be o.k. now that you're in a place better than my bed. You came into my life when I needed love. You never knew me before my hair fell out, but I can promise you made me forget I was a bald teenage girl. You never wanted anything more than to kiss my nose and to sleep on me. The way you left this world wasn't fair. You were too full of love to deserve this. I will never let you go. You'll be in my heart forever and nothing can replace you. One day we will meet again and you can lick my nose forever. We all miss you and we love you Buddy and we always will.